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Venom

I can’t remember when you first poisoned me.  
Venomous, alluring, unholy…but beautiful. Oh so beautiful.  
I needed your mark upon me, remember me? …No. Never.  So be it, we cry to the light, praying for forgiveness in our sins.  
I’m done, it replies, dreading the failure and finale of goodbyes.  
The bite was done with forever in the mix.  
The tremor of memories makes me want to forget,  
How much poison could sweeten a soul.  
But do you remember…how I poisoned you too?

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VenomI can’t remember when you first poisoned me.  
Venomous, alluring, unholy…but beautiful. Oh so beautiful.  
I needed your mark upon me, remember me? …No. Never.  So be it, we cry to the light, praying for forgiveness in our sins.  
I’m done, it replies, dreading the failure and finale of goodbyes.  
The bite was done with forever in the mix.  
The tremor of memories makes me want to forget,  
How much poison could sweeten a soul.  
But do you remember…how I poisoned you too? Venom
in Open on 5/22/08
Once upon a time         There are some things between two people that are never spoken. Then they're are those words that are never shouted, never said so anyone else can hear, never said til earned. A special moment, as precious as a secret, for only us. Saying it momentarily fills a void that usually remains rust dry through the hours. But you know that when they say it, a burst of honesty has been spoken. The deepest truth, the highlighted shadows of vulnerability, there, now. Some people need to scream it. Let the public share this triumphant emotion you feel. But why? You do not love the public, one loves hi Once upon a time
in Satire on 7/25/07
I AmI AM: an immortal spirit and  I HATE: emotions with no purpose.  I LOVE: the idea of love, but  I FEAR: I will let them down.  I EAT: to starve my reflection and  I LIVE: in shadow of my past so to  CONQUER: the death of my mind.  I FEEL: that I'm left behind but yet  I SEE: the masks they wear and  
I HEAR: the shadows whisper.  I WANT: my freedom.  I DREAM: of seeing him because  I NEED: to have him near me.  
I TOUCH: my fallen memories as  
I FALL: with them into oblivion.  I PLAY: the same old game and  I EXPECT: victory.  I HOLD: my dreams close because I Am
in Open on 11/1/06
If OnlyFear casts a long shadow. Unknown, unseen, unwanted he walked the night. A shell of ideas, drawn to the whimpers and tears of the lonely and the hopeless. To himself perhaps. Forced into a spiral of sorrow beyond the realms of death. It was his place. The only existence.       Reminiscences of the past taunted him. He wandered around in the black emptiness that had claimed him captive, unable to escape. Facing each stonewall he couldn’t see, understanding of true imprisonment came to him. The familiar texture swept under his fingertips, unmoving. Almost a comfort, to waste away in the turmoil's of his own misery. If Only
in Teen on 8/27/06
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Journal Entry: Tue Jun 3, 2008, 2:28 PM
Staying organized is a pain in the ass. I never seem organized enough. And I'm OCD! Go figure. Might be working at Oaks Park for the summer til I can find more stable work. I have an interview on thursday right after my senior presentation that allows me to graduate. Yeah!!! Wanted ACS but finals interupts the training schedule. Hoping for another meal today. So hungry, lol. Ummm, must work on novel more!! My mind goes crazy when there is input and no output. At least little to none. On my way home now, have so much to do. God, I wish I could drive. Or hire a limo driver for a day. That would just be cooler'n'shit. :) Okay, I'm leaving. But my day is slowly getting better. NEED FOOD!

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  • Mood: Unheard
  • Listening to: hinder and nickelback
  • Reading: my thoughts
  • Watching: my past crash into a wall
  • Playing: with temptations that don't exist anymore
  • Drinking: my life away

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 19
  • Current Residence: Milwaukie
  • Interests: Working on my novel(s), reading, goin to school, napping in the shade, bubblebaths at midnight, etc
  • Favourite movie: All of em'
  • Favourite band or musician: Today...ACDC
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, Country, Jazz & Big Band, Soundtracks, Love Songs,
  • Favourite artist: Thomas Kinkade
  • Favourite poet or writer: Dean Koontz, Nora Roberts, George RR Martin
  • Favourite photographer: Friends with cellphones
  • Favourite style of art: The unusual and original
  • Operating System: Insanity
  • Shell of choice: Koopa's
  • Skin of choice: ...
  • Favourite game: The Sims 1 and 2
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo 64 and PC for me
  • Favourite cartoon character: Inuyasha
  • Personal Quote: honey why you callin' me so late?
  • Tools of the Trade: Paper and Pencil and Imagination

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~Tatearian3:iconTatearian3: Jun 5, 2007, 9:38:27 AM
work today : yes
tommrowo : Yes
~AvarielleFaye:iconAvarielleFaye: Jan 12, 2007, 5:45:20 PM
thank you for visiting my page I hope you enjoyed the visit...

and hopefully I will remember to give your page a good look through once I get back to school. :hug: If I dont meander by come pester me andyell at me for my forgetfullness will you? lol

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Age is a barrier of the imagination...
~ojosbienabiertos:iconojosbienabiertos: Dec 22, 2006, 7:23:21 PM Mood: Affection
amazing words

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S P A N K M E
He capturado la luz, he detenido su vuelo. Louis Jacques M. Daguerre
~Calishandrez:iconCalishandrez: Aug 31, 2006, 3:21:06 PM
Yes I did.

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Heart of a Writer. Soul of an Author.
~AvarielleFaye:iconAvarielleFaye: Aug 30, 2006, 12:42:25 PM
thanks for stopping by my page. Did you like what you saw???

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Don't mind the craziness, its not contagious... today.
Poetry , *theunknownartists ~Alucard-bloody-club ~Evanescence-lovers
~Calishandrez:iconCalishandrez: Aug 21, 2006, 9:49:55 AM
I love my life, and the people in it.

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Heart of a Writer. Soul of an Author.
!Jums:iconJums: Mar 17, 2006, 4:32:44 PM
Happy St. Patrick's Day :party:
!Jums:iconJums: Feb 6, 2006, 8:50:44 AM
:party: Happy Birthy Kyleen! :party:

:love: :boggie: :dance: :w00t!: :#1:
!Jums:iconJums: Jan 12, 2006, 6:07:46 PM
Whoops! My bad ^^;

:aww: Have a Happy Merry Un-birthday instead! :D
~JonHarvey:iconJonHarvey: Jan 12, 2006, 5:41:42 PM
And in 5 months I'll be 18!!!! YAY FOR US ALL!!!!
~Calishandrez:iconCalishandrez: Jan 11, 2006, 5:20:05 PM
Thanks but your a month early, lol, my birthday is FEB 6th, noth JAN 6TH. I can't wait to be 17!! Then less than a week later your going to be 18!!!

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Heart of a Writer. Soul of an Author.
!Jums:iconJums: Jan 9, 2006, 7:19:02 PM
Sorry for being three days late, but happy birthday Kyleen! :gift:

I love being 17, I'm sure you'll enjoy it too! :aww:
~Contrabasssax:iconContrabasssax: Jan 2, 2006, 12:21:52 PM
OH ok.. i was gonna see [link] this is great
~Calishandrez:iconCalishandrez: Jan 2, 2006, 10:10:21 AM
I cry black tears....I was bored and decided to write something random.

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Heart of a Writer. Soul of an Author.
~Contrabasssax:iconContrabasssax: Dec 30, 2005, 3:27:37 PM
I know that lol... I meant the crying black tears thing.
~Calishandrez:iconCalishandrez: Dec 30, 2005, 2:32:29 PM
Lori is coming to visit me since she's here in Portland for a while.

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Heart of a Writer. Soul of an Author.
~Contrabasssax:iconContrabasssax: Dec 30, 2005, 12:35:22 AM
This has caught my interests... do tell
~Calishandrez:iconCalishandrez: Dec 29, 2005, 7:44:11 PM
Point made. I'll search for you number. I wrote it down somewhere. I'll talk to my mom tomarrow morning at the gym and see about you visiting tomorrow. Do you want to come here or us go out somewhere? It's your call.

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Heart of a Writer. Soul of an Author.
~Rigonna:iconRigonna: Dec 28, 2005, 9:43:51 PM
That seems kind of strange.
You must tell me why later. I'm going to leave you messages on all of your pages to call me!

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In order to decieve one must have a greater understanding of truth.
~Calishandrez:iconCalishandrez: Nov 18, 2005, 5:00:49 PM
I cry black tears.

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Heart of a Writer. Soul of an Author.
~Rigonna:iconRigonna: Sep 16, 2005, 8:08:05 PM
Jeeze, that sucks.

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In order to decieve one must have a greater understanding of truth.
~Calishandrez:iconCalishandrez: Sep 16, 2005, 1:06:32 PM
I do reply when I can, it's just I only have the internet during 3rd and 4th period at school. I only have four periods a day. I'll try to write more often, my bad.

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Heart of a Writer. Soul of an Author.
~Rigonna:iconRigonna: Aug 26, 2005, 9:13:18 PM
You never reply do you?

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In order to decieve one must have a greater understanding of truth.
~Contrabasssax:iconContrabasssax: Aug 26, 2005, 10:00:45 AM
Hey, I finally posted a pic of me with dark makeup on da if you want to look.
~Rigonna:iconRigonna: Aug 25, 2005, 9:17:52 PM
like my avatar?

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In order to decieve one must have a greater understanding of truth.
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